Entry: Wish So Hard Apr 8, 2005



I got my package from NYP yesterday. Confusing bunch of words and a waste of lots of paper it was. And money. I had to pay over a thousand bucks today for the enrolment fee. before I even enrolled. Quite silly, actually. But it's the way it works. If it weren't for my future...But isn't everything so? Still have a coupla things to do before I send the whole thing in. Including taking a passport-sized photo and going for a medical check-up. Troublesome thing, education is. Why the hell do you need a medical check-up? But the passport-sized thingy isn't a problem, considering I work at photoshop.

The common toilet in our house is under renovation. Don't know what happened to the tiles. Popped right out of the floor. So much drilling yesterday and a little today. My mom planned on replacing those grey-blue tiles with black and white but the contractor showed my dad today (mom was at work) the tiles which was smooth and totally unsuitable for a wet toilet, unless of course you wanted to die while taking a piss. So my dad made the desicion to take the old one. Big mistake. Well, don't really want to say much more about it except: My mother. *Sigh* Is it that hard?

Sometimes I wish they would get a divorce already. And, no, obviously I'm not thinking of the practical part (money-part/post-divorce life) of this. But what with them going on like that. Do they still love each other? I don't think I doubt that. They just can't stand the hell of each other. But they avoid talking to each other unless necessary. We're they're kids, and that's exactly why we're not dumb. Do they doubt they're up-bringing o much? We can see signs. We just ignore them. Or at least my siblings do. I just hate it when they ask me to pass something or ask to 'Tell your father" or "Tell your mother" that when they are standing just of the other side of me. But, they're my parents, and I can't snap at them. Though I often do. I do ask why don't they do it themselves but gave up on that a while ago too. It's frustrating. They just don't make up like they use to. The bond now is so strained and, consequently, the pressure's up for the whole family, directly or indirectly. I just decided to leave it up to them.

I have also recently developed a serious fetish for Tom Felton. Don't know who? Boy, you're missing out the hottest guy on earth. Think Harry Potter....'s enemy. Draco Malfoy. In the movie. Let's not talk about the 3rd one. (What happened to his hair?!?!) But! I just saw some pics of those pics of his cut hair. One word: Drool-Worthy. And yes. That was one word.
I had my eyes on him since I first saw him in Harry Potter. Just not in deep enough for him. I went more for Daniel Radcliffe and Sean Biggerstaff. But.. er-hem. [FF and slash coming up ppl. Don't like, Don't care]

I read the sworn-off Fanfiction of Harry Potter. And well, you know me. DRACO & HARRY!!! Whoa. How much hotter can a pair get? And, knowing me again (it seems that you all do, haha) I'm starting one myself. Can't bring myself to write my other outstanding ones. No inspiration at all for any of them. So why not write one which I do have it for. I miss writing anyway. I need to move my fingers.

Quote: Whatever life throws at me I'll take it and be grateful for it as well. -- Tom Felton

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